Checking In

It's been almost a year since my last post in my blog... WOW! I'm going to try hard to really get into this whole blogging thing. (I know I keep saying that, but this time I really mean it...HONEST.)

To help kick things off... Check out my adorable nephews :) K.C. is now 8, Xander 6 and baby Will just turned 1! Crazy!

I'm grateful for these little guys... :)

..kicked out but on to something great..

So, last night, April 27, 2011 I had the opportunity to attend the LDS Conference Center in downtown Salt Lake City, UT with a few of my girl friends and some of my YSA (young single adult) ward members to take part in one of the most historic changes of this century that the church has made. This meeting that I attended not only took part last night but was also held on Tuesday, April 26th & will be finalized this evening Wednesday, April 28th. The First Presidency of the church has called for all University Student Wards and YSA wards through out the SLC Valley to be “dissolved”. Why? Because they have decided to create YSA Stakes, in hopes to create a better chance for all YSA members to be served and to serve. This awesome under taking of change has already happen in Southern UT, Northern UT and Idaho and in doing so great things have come from it. It was rather amazing to sit among my friends and priers and hear great testimony of this change from members of the Quorum of the Seventy, the General Relief Society President, & Elder Russell M. Ballard member of the Twelve. Walking into the room you could feel the curiosity stirring as we all stumbled in to find our seats and await for the instruction of what was to come, amongst the stir of curiosity was a under line of fear lurking in the shadows. I say fear for the simple fact that change is never easy for anyone and although we each handle change differently, some better than others.. We all fear it in some way or another.

We were first instructed as to what was going to happen, why it was happening and how this was going to affect each of us as a ward family and more importantly as individuals. 1) All student & YSA wards have been dissolved. 2) The creating of YSA stakes & boundaries have been made and implemented. 3) With the change you are asked to attend the YSA stake boundaries of which you live in and also attend church in the ward that of which you live in or continue to attend your home/family ward if you wish. By creating and implementing these changes it takes away the need to “ward hope” & “bishop shop”.. Creating a more centrally choice and only allowing there to be 2 options… The YSA ward of which you live in or if living at home attending church & being apart of your home/family ward. 4) “It is a known fact that those to best reach the young single adults who are less active or not a member are those who are indeed a young single adult them self..” Service is crucial to our faith and our will being. When you know where you should be and who you can go to counsel with and receive direct revelation from the Lord, you are more certain to sustain the ills of this world. Also… This change is to prepare the YSA of the church to be ready to be handed the keys of this gospel and continue to carry forth the work of the Lord Jesus Christ. As well as to strengthen the home and family… It is our time to be open and prepared to share our lives with our eternal companions whom ever they might be. These are only a few of the points made last night in our meeting but these few really stood out to me. Sitting there in the midst of the audience listening, it struck me at how much thought and loving prayers must have been made/given in preparation of this change and progression in life. It was incredible for me to think about…It truly open my eyes in seeing just how important each of us is, but more importantly just how important each of us are to our Heavenly Father. “Wow…” was what kept flashing through my mind.

As the meeting continued the feeling in the room was emptied of curiosity… The feeling of fear still lurked for some, but most of all the room was filled with a bittersweet stillness. Or at least for me, from where I stood on the matter my heart was filled with a bittersweet stillness that I have still yet to shake when thinking of last night’s meeting, which I will explain. We were advised that with the changes those of us who were currently holding callings with in our ward where at that point in time extended a vote of thanks and released. It was at that moment for me that the bittersweet set in. At the end of December 2010 I was called to be teacher with in my ward’s Relief Society and with in the last 4 months I have fallen in love with this calling. More importantly this calling has taught me how to fall love with those that I teach, why I teach and how to teach… I fell in love with the gospel all over again. Please note that I have always loved this great gospel, my love for it was not lacking but it was definitely strengthened by accepting the role of a teacher and serving the women in my ward. I was sad to be released but understood that great things come with change and moving forward. I feel the need to take a moment and express just how grateful I am to have been a Relief Society teacher for the Wasatch 2nd Ward which now is no longer. I have been forever changed by the amazing, sweet spirits of the women in that ward. They truly are choice daughters of God and I know are intended for greatness. I can stand back from my experience as a teacher and honestly say that I was taught more than I could ever teach. I will be forever humbled by the pure knowledge of the love that our Heavenly Father has for the women in his church, he truly cares for each of us and really does know us individually. I pray and ask that the Lord’s hands continue to be actively apart in each of these ladies lives and bless them with the desires of their hearts.

Finally… Elder Ballard took the stand as the closing speaker. He bore testimony of this great gospel and the great work of which we are all apart of. He explained with a loving tone the significance of this change and how important it is for each of us to follow the instruction/direction that was given and why in doing so we will truly be forever blessed in more ways than one. I was blown away by the power that came with his words.. Power that testified that this change was made with the Lord’s direction behind it. He explained that we are to inherit the duties and roles of this great gospel, duties and roles that he now holds along with the First Presidency. He explained that they and as well as he will not be here forever and it will be up to our generation to carry on and move forward, that one day we would be the bishops, First Presidency, Relief Society Presidents, etc… And that now was the time to prepare for that. Having that perspective be drawn out in such a powerful way was exactly what I and I’m sure many others needed to hear. Changes to one’s life and self being to be better, become better and do better can not and should not be delayed, set aside for tomorrow… They have to be made now, continuingly being strived for every day. He ended the meeting by blessing each of us and ensuring each of us that we are loved and choice men & women, sons & daughters of God.

As my friends and I were making our way out of the conference center the chatter of what just occurred commenced and my heart was full with a since of peace. I knew in that moment that my life was being moved forward, moved forward by a loving stern push by my Heavenly Father. This may seem silly to some to read this and think that I really got all of this out of a simple meeting but that’s just the point… Greatness doesn’t need to be something grand, greatness.. True greatness always comes from something simple and last night was just that. Last night was a lesson in how to look at things in depth not just at the surface but to really go in and see the eternal perspective behind the instruction. And that’s exactly what I saw last night. I truly know that the Lord’s loving hands are with each of us and are cheering us on. I’m once again the student in the love of my Heavenly Father and Savior. The love that they so freely give to me and to you. I pray that my priers were touched and taught like I was last night and I pray that with this change in YSA, that we all may find strength in knowing that greatness comes from simple acts and with simple acts great love is gained.

..Marco.. Polo.. Where Have I Been?

Okay.... So this little announcement needs it's own little post. I hope that you are all ready for this... I am an AUNTIE AGAIN!!!!! On March 23, 2011 my new little nephew William Kauihou Harris was born in Murray, UT at Intermountain Medical Center at 8:35pm. He was 7 lbs & 21 inches long, he came out with dark hair.. LOTS of dark hair. He is so incredible sweet! I love being an auntie and I love having another baby around.

This is William the very next day after he was born.. Oh too freaking cute!!!

This is our first picture together as nephew and Auntie.. Aren't we cute together?

I'm so lucky to have such adorable little guys in my life as my handsome nephews! I love being Auntie Emmy!

..Marco.. Polo.. Where have I been?

Wow! It has been A LONG time since I have graced my blogging page and word vomited all over the place sharing too much of myself. But at last I thought that it really was about darn time that I took the time to type some stuff out and update the blogging world of my where a bouts.2010 ended with spending time with family and friends, people whom I really love and admire. 2010 was a great year and I can only hope that this next year is greater. So far it seems to be shaping out to be just that.. Great!

Let's see... Where to start... Umm... For those who know me know that my hair goes through changes.. A LOT.. and as of lately my hair change has consisted of me changing the color for I have been attempting to grow the locks out, so the cutting into awesomely edge short styles was out of the question.. For a few months I was rocking the mushroom/mullet look but thankfully that horrid stage has passed. So.. This is where we started the growing out process:

This fab stage is part of the horrid mushroom growing on the top of my head... But thankfully we left that stage and went to this:

We were able to keep the growing going but I got this AWESOME idea to try out extensions and with the lovely help of my beautiful friend Chelsey Joy I was able to do just that:

Let me just tell you something....

I LOVE LONG HAIR! Love it! The awesome thing is with extensions my hair will continue to grow out and I get to have long hair will it does. Happy dance everyone.. Happy Dance!

So... to get things started of my where a bouts.. The never ending story of my hair is the first place that we will visit.. On to the next.

Shall we...

Updates coming soon!

I promise.. I have not forgotten about my blog.. Just haven't taken the time or had the time to update the poor thing.. But I promise to do so this week!!!!!

..summer's end..

The end of the summer is nearing every day and the call of fall is upon us… I find myself through out the days looking out my office window in the middle of busy work days wondering where has the time gone? So much has happen in the last few weeks and yet so much has taken place in the last few months. With the change of the season coming I can feel the change of my life coming not that far behind it.

This summer I have learned the meaning of having harmony with in one’s self, with your heart and mind, knowing when to walk away but more importantly how to walk away. I have learned that with love comes even greater responsibility. That it’s okay to be flawed and even more okay to appreciate your flaws in order to be more grateful for your skills; I have learned that no matter how many times you fall that as long as you always get back up and keep trying life has a way of surprising you with treasure. I’ve come to know my real friends and I have come to know just how important those friends are; I have learned that sometimes the lesson isn’t in the resolution but in thick of the mess. I’ve learned that I’m a lot more stronger than what I give myself credit for and that I’m a lot more sassy than I think I am.

Overall, I would say that this summer, these past few months have been learning blocks of getting to know myself. Finding that it’s okay to love me and to take that love to love and share with others. Finding the simple truth that life is messy and that’s what makes it so great.

I end this summer ready to start a new and exciting chapter in my life, in my journey and travel a road not so much less traveled but a road more prepared to accept that no matter how rough life may get there is still laughter to be had, dreams to be fulfilled, and memories to be made. I’m excited to see where this chapter leads and how it will play out, I’m excited for the same characters to bloom with in the new and to meet new characters who will add twist to at times already crazy road.

~they~

Calmly they walk and safely they play. Wide open eyes and innocent intent. Peacefully they stroll and wildly they dance. As quickly as they came, they were quickly gone. One can see the past and the other the future. As one comes to find tomorrow, the other comes to find today. Each one is different and each one the same. Both interconnected and both perfectly apart, one defines the other and the other defines the heart. Each is one and each is by itself. There is no perfect rhyme or reason as to why they come and why they go. They are and they are not all in one perfect moment.

The mirror image each holds for each other states why they belong and their very different lives each has states why they are a part. No one thing is ever the same and no one thing is ever alone. They stand side by side forever, never parting from each other. One shines for today and the other will shine for tomorrow. They provide each with hope to grow and hope to remember. When one ends the other begins. They never go with out each other but they never start when they other is in place. Their moment is always shared in some small way but their moment is always theirs'. One is nothing with out the other and the other is everything with out the one.

Life is a circle, it spins forever. One thing changes and a new things begins, the circle is always spinning. Just like the circle that is life so are they. They continue to go as long as one sees fit. Never stopping but always changing in the mill that they grind. They breath with one breath and beat with one heart. They walk with one body and movement, they are so that the other might be and they go so that they other may start.

They are not of two bodies with one heart but of one body with one heart. They are you and me yesterday and today. They are our past and our future. They are our tomorrow and forever. They are the change that brought us to today and they are the we, we were before the us that we are today. We begin and we end yesterday and today, always and forever.